i had this weird dream on saturday night. or rather, a nightmare. in it, i was dead and lying in a coffin and i could see all my friends around me and i could distinctly see my parents, zx and mad giving their eulogies.

and the next night, i was doing my geog essay assignment and was getting pretty fed up, basically cos i need to submit on monday and i've worked on it for days and yet im not finished yet. at one point in time, i was so stressed that i the thought of suicide had even crossed my mind.

so i just ranted at mad and thankfully, she understood..

sometimes, i think i just get stressed too easily. its a good thing but over stress is not good. even today, there are quite a number of people who say that i look like i've got depression. anyway, i've promised not to be too stressed, and not to be depressed anymore:) and i shall not be..

just wanna thank my friends who have stood by me in the past two years, sometimes hearing me rant when im too depressed..
-madeline
-jiaqi
-zhexuan
-jason
-jieying
-candee
-yupei

and many others who supported me all this time..

thank you..