countdown to prelims: 5 weeks

have started studying with her recently. its been almost a year and a half since we last met and i still feel kinda awkward around her. she has changed so much: mature yet childish at times, more serious about work now than before, and more stressed than ever before. seeing her struggle in her studies makes me worry for her. no doubt she was my first crush, but all i want to do now is to help her achieve her best for her prelims. of course there are still feelings lingering in my heart, but i know its definitely impossible for anything to work out. so i guess i can only help her as a friend.

random.. just suddenly thought of her and blogged abt it.. anyway, today has been a super suay day for me.

first lecture in the morning and i slipped and fell in LT2, spraining my ankle. then mrG picked on me to answer his questions and i was at a loss for words.then after school, went to play table tennin with Jiaqi and somehow, one of her shots was so hard that it hit my finger, and i think its slightly sprained now.. haiz..

after today's session, i think our table skills have deproved. the past few weeks have been spent on studying and we did not get to practice much. so when we started playing initially, it was like 2 amateurs playing.. haiz..

ok shall stop here.. i think i wont be blogging so often now.. cos prelims and the As are coming up soon..