maths paper tomorrow..

as usual, the subject which im most worried about.. it'll either make or break my block test.. like last year's block test, all i needed was a very tough maths paper as the first test and all my other results and my mood got affected.. if its really very bad, i think i can go into depression for several days, like last time..

this time, i dont think im quite prepared because of orientation.. i've not studied maths for like two months, before finally starting to chiong yesterday.. actually, i can say that im quite prepared also lah.. haha.. contradicting words.. since the only portion i dont quite remember is some of the integration skills.. besides that, the other topics should be relatively easy bah..

sigh, i guess all this is due to my expectations.. my expectation for my maths is pretty high and even a B can cause me to shake my head in shock and disbelief..

ohwell, all i can do tomorrow is to do my best and leave the rest to God..