key word in the previopus post was 'probably'.. so im back..

anyway, post op period now.. only waiting for results..

the year is coming to an end soon.. reviewing the past year, i find that i have changed in many ways..

im no longer the quiet, shy boy i used to be.. and neither am i that crazy gut during pae.. people age, and i cant escape from this.. perhaps i have matured, albeit occasionally showing the child in me..

somtimes, i feel that im wearing a mask wherever i go.. in front of my classmates, i may seem like a happy-go-lucky guy, but deep in my heart, im feeling lonely.. in front of parents, i may always be seen smiling, but inside, i feel pain.. in council, i may seem like a very serious, hardworking guy, but somtimes i just want to take a break from all the stress..

one thing for sure though, i have changed a lot..

post op boredom - went searching for my p6 friends.. so far only found haihong, ruiting, valene, ronald, jamie, nicolette, bernice, myra, moses and shiqi.. hope to find the rest soon..

gotta go and do the orientation inddor games proposal now.. so i shall end here..