to lose a friend is bad enough




to lose your only friend, the feeling is unbearable




anything i say now is futile





there's nothing i can do





perhaps its time for me to move on. perhaps God is just trying to sever all my ties in yj, so that i will feel numb, and start afresh. but the pain now is too unbearable.





im not asking for ppl to "ke lian" me, but...





Chan Guo Dong, its time for you to move on