countdown to promos: lesser than 2 months..

well, after 7 months in JC, i have finally reached the final lap. all my energy will be concentrated on my studies cos the promos will determine whether i stay in YJC next year. if i cannot make it and have to retain, i guess i'll rather opt for poly instead.. i MUST promote. so i must cut down on socialising, blogging, gaming, crapping, slacking, sleeping, eating, wasting time. it will be tough, but i know that i can definitely do it..

but that doesn't mean that i'll be neglecting my friends.. i know that they are the most important to me. that's why i must try my best not to lose them.. however, some peope are just avoiding me larh.. im always one of the first to arrive in class and so i get to choose my seat. but when my ex-clique arrive they tend to sit FAR away from me.. have i already lost them?? well, if that's what they want, den i'll give it to them..