just read from my friend's blog. felt a bit sad. how did things turn so dramatic in just a couple of months i also dont know. we used to be such good friends, but now when we see each other, we treat the other person as a stranger... is it because of me?? what was i thinking?? if it was really because of something i have done, i really hope to do something to salvage the friendship...

sigh.. after coming to jc, i seem to be much "colder" than in the past. i was still quite enthu in the first few months probably because jc was something new to me. but as time passed by, everything changed. homework, tests, studies, everything is making me tired.. and i no longer have the energy to socialise.

haiizz.. i really need someone special to brighten up my life again.. to get rid of this coldness is hard, but it must be done.....